Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny
'Cause I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see

so today it was el paper 1 (compo) and history.
i screwed up my compo.
it was totally off-topic.
(and i shouldn't have eaten all that chocolate ice cream, damn)
i am the least original and creative person ever.
i might just rip my paper up when i get it back.
hope i'll do (more than) okay for paper 2. but i suck at summarizing. either i say too much or i leave important details out. o.0

history wasn't too bad though.
the essay question was like the one we did! (: was so relieved.
so much for all the last minute cramming and worrying what questions would come out.
although i probably mixed up some of my evidence.. but heck, 2 papers over :D

things to look forward to
- MYAs over
- ORA
- june hols

gotta focus on geog and bio this weekend.
that's gonna be no fun ):

all the best to everyone (: we all need some good luck..

oh yeah!
i moved back to my room. it looks so bright and fresh.
it's kinda bare right now though.
still!
i love it :D
from now on, i shall make an obvious effort to keep my room neat and organized. (and clean. i don't want them ants to come back again o.0)
hah, i can hear her going, "this person doesn't eat, refuses to go out and just talks to guys online all day! and now she's a neat freak too."
lol.

shit. 10:14pm. time to get back to those goeg notes.







i tried forget these negative feelings inside. tried to remember the better times. and i thought you were the only one who understood.
..stupid wish. did you ever look at me properly? did you ever realise how i feel?