Sometimes a gift like this you can't deny
'Cause I wanted to fly so you gave me your wings
And time held its breath so I could see

the fun/retarded part was hiding in the playground's tunnel thingy when it started raining. it was.. squeezy. and damp. (very damp) there were holes in the sides of the tunnel so we got kind of wet anyway. our pants were wet. hahaha.

my grandmother is annoyed because i spent hours of my day doing pointless stuff on the computer and not packing.

the torture of packing. trying on old jackets my grandmother finds hidden somewhere at the back of my closet. and then "suitcase not big enough leh!"

exactly how many jackets would i need, anyway? o.o

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okay, now i'll do the quiz..

TRUTHFULLY:
1.Do you like anyone? yeah.
2.Do they know it? uh huh.
3.Simple or complicated? complicated.

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
4.Had sex? ..maybe when i was drunk?
5.Bought something? yup, plenty o.o month. MONTH.
6.Gotten sick? i think so..
7.Been hugged? YEAH :D today!
8.Felt stupid? well, it's what i do.
9.Talked to an ex? sort of.
10. Missed someone? yup..
11.Failed a test? not exactly in the last month but i guess so.
12.Danced? just for crazy fun yes :D
13.Gotten you hair cut? nope.
14.Lied? yeah.

UNIQUE
15.Nervous habits? ramble on about stuff that make no sense and then say Oh sorry no nevermind don't listen to me hahahahahaha. and i bite my lip.
16.are you double jointed? i don't know.
17.Can you roll your tongue? heh yes.
18.Raise one eyebrow? hahaha i don't think so..

HAVE YOU EVER'S:
19.Said "i-love-you"s? yup.
20.Given money to a homeless person? yeah i guess.
21.Smoked? nope.
22.Waited all night for a phone call? no.
23.Snuck out? nah ();D
24.Sat and looked at the stars? not properly.. maybe one night :D


MANNERS
25.Do you swear or curse? eheh yeah
26.Do you ever spit? not really.
27.Do you cook your own food? haa no..
28.You do your own chores? not always /:
29.You like beef jerky? never tried. sounds funny :D
30.You're happy with your life? maybe.
31.You own a dog? i wish.
32.You spend your money wisely? I WISH.
33.Do you like to swim? ..no.
34.When you get bored do you call a friend? sometimes yes :D
35.Sleep in a bed with the opposite sex? you wish.
36.Hooked up in the woods? ..what, that tree over there?
37.Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself? nope.
38.Hooked up in a shower? with my shower.. nozzle.
39.Been dumped? maybe
40.Stolen money from a friend? nope.
41.Slept naked? yeah, like i want mosquito bites in all the wrong places.
42.Been in a fistfight? nope.
43.Had a crush on a teacher? HAHA, like mr pang?
44.Been on an airplane? no. i have wings.
45.Slept all day? heh :D
46.Missed someone so much it hurt? yeah..
47.Fallen asleep during school? yup.
48.Been lonely? yeah.
49.Cheated in a game? well. when i play 'cheat'?
50.Been in a car accident? thankfully no.
51.Had detention? yeah, and it was stupid.
52.Missed your first love? maybe.
53.Cried yourself to sleep? yeah.
54.Sing in the shower? yeah to brighten up my.. shower :D
55.Kissed a random stranger? nahhh
56.Laughed so hard you cried? hahaha always do :D
57.Regretted hurting someone? yeah.
58.Regretted loving someone? regretted thinking i did.

OKAY DONE GIMME FIVE, ELMO!

happy birthday cheryl
& happy birthday kevin

:D

yay today i went to watch the beemovie with RACHL (hahaha rachel's mariokart card name) :D

jieru joined us for lunch at sakae tepanyaki. sitting chicken and scary towgay, hahaha. rachel is the cutest person to have lunch with :D but she kept staring at me, ....

haha and the arcade was fun too. just that we couldn't play photohunt ): but yeah mariokart! AND THE STUPID MACHINE WHERE YOU PICK UP THE TOY BUT THE CLAW-THINGY TOTALLY DROPS IT WHEN IT'S AT THE TOP.

oh and gelare ice cream is stickyy.

beemovie was okay, i guess. some bits are funny :D but it was quite far-fetched o.o after that we walked around for a bit and jieru joined us again after she watched bratz with her friends. then we had large fries at macs :D

yay love you rachel :DD
and thank you jieru for joining us! and for so much fun the other day too, heh ;D

well, these holidays have been pretty uneventful.

(i'm such a crap blogger that all i blog about is how my day's been, and when it's the holidays all i can type is that sentence and then stare blankly at the computer.)

(and then hit publish post.)

oh it was such a nice dinner. because of the nice company. :D i shouldn't have worried about it. but i always do anyway, so.

apparently i haven't changed much. except for my voice. hahaha. auntie siu lyn's still skinny and... taller than me. damn. haha and i'd forgotten her humour (:

hope i see her again next saturday :D

i can't believe i'm so anxious about the dinner tonight!

i am getting increasingly nervous.

haha almost everyone's busy this november.

yay thank you jieru. :D

hope you're having a happy birthday wherever you are (i forgot), ness :D
i miss you and your spastic jokes already!

oh i am so relieved that Dr. Lee didn't attack me with alcohol swabs that i could cry.

and i just saw mrs o at coro. did i go up to her and say Hello? no. being me, i decided that stalking her was a better option. except that i lost her when she walked out of the building and disappeared.

me: i bet she would have been esctatic to see me!
gran: ..are you sure? i think the term would be 'pleasantly surprised', but not quite esctatic.
me: oh damn it, gran, leave me and my fantasies alone.


now that i'm all happy about having caught a few glimpses of mrs o's (tall) profile, i'm off to read again.

in the last 3 days, i've watched
akeelah and the bee
the game plan
lars and the real girl
stardust!

akeelah was cool, the game plan was fun(ny), lars was sad and stardust was just, wow :D

thank you cheryl and jieru, for being such nice company during the many hours before drama night :D which was really great cause all the performances were so good. i especially loved 108's and 205's, though they didn't win. and i was so tired that day but drama night no, diane really made me kindof high and weird (:

i get weird moments :D like on friday during the farewell assembly (MRS TAN! ): i will definitely miss you.) i was sitting down for some time with sherry being extremely retarded. i think she posted about it. and we couldn't stop laughing at the 'hours and hours' part oh we are such retards :D or maybe just me but nevermind!

after getting back our report books (folder, more like) we (rachel, bong, sherry, zhiwen and i) went to plaza sing. yirong, cj and cheryl joined us later (: so they all went to watch thegameplan but since cheryl and i had already watched it the day before, we found the perfect (cause it started only 15mins after their show and stars ryan gosling) movie to watch. larsandtherealgirl. it wasn't amazingly wonderful (though it was funny) but i'm glad i watched it. except for the $ but that's not the point la!

anyway after the movie(s) people started leaving. then only cheryl, rachel, sherry and i were left, so we walked around for a bit and then decided to sit around in macs. with fries in front of us, of course. :D sherry and i were eating sugar from the packet we got in school. and she stole my sweet.

i thought my saturday was going to be boring, stuck at home.. but yay, thanks jieru! for a really fun time today. (especially when we did stupid weird things :D) first we watched STARDUST. seriously, watch it. it's like.. whoaa. but it was freezing. should have brought a blanket. hahaha. our japanese lunch was yum :D i always order boring stuff but jieru's set meal looked interesting. (note to self: take risks.)

shopping with jieru is nice cause of the company :D but i'm not a productive clothes shopper. hardly anything fits nicely or whatever. i mostly end up spending my money on food. hmm but if it was, well, stuff. i would go crazy. i like stuff. and books. yay. :D

i had dinner at my father's (his father's, actually) place, which i haven't done in ages. ahhh, memories (: things have changed so much. next week my father wants to invite auntie siu lyn (not my aunt. haha.) over for dinner. gahgah. i hope i know what to say. i don't do awkward situations.. i usually run away from them /: but i kindof miss her, in a weird way.


I NEARLY FORGOT.
congrats to cheryl for getting into OM (you're a natural!) and yirong for getting into IVP :DD i'm happy for you guys! and whoever else got in too (: try to find some time on your busy-schedule-to-be for me, okay?


december holidays have started, and this time i am going to MAKE AN EFFORT TO GET THINGS DONE.